I miss you

I miss having friends in town to came over and vist. I know i have Sierra but its not the some . Must

people that love me are kids, don't get me wrong, I love kids, but I miss people my own age.

I did have 2 friends but they were nothing but losers and liars, what made me mad the must they

always made me pick them or Steve. I can not do that. so I told them to leave me alone, it was been

over a year now.

I do have 2 really good friends, but they don't life in the some sate, its hard I only seem them

once a year. I known one of them for 15 years, the other one for 12 years. I know who my real

friends are. The best part is even Sierra loves them.

I wish I could make more friends but its hard when I'm never alone,Its great that Steve as a

friend that he sees all the time, It seems like my lap top as been my only friend and its sad.

So thats how I been feeling lately.

Sierra

Sierra is doing a great job this year... she is talking more, and also fully potty trained day and night.. My new fav is Sierra saying "Yes Mom".

I'm still getting use to having her talk.. so she says new words every day. \

She will be 4 soon and I'm so proud of her.. She as came a long way in the last year.

She is also doing great at school, she loves it there...

We are having a birthday party for her on 4/1o and she has 2 of her friends from school coming and I think thats a great big step in her big girl life. So I cannot wait to see what she does next.

I'm doing a great job with her so far. I also think I'm a great stay at home mom.

I also do a lot of things she loves to do like play outside, read books and letting her try do things

for herself also.

She is also really into Dora and no more Wiggles. So Steve and I are are so happy no more Wiggles.

Thats the new update on Sierra so far.

Fall Of 2009

I'm having a very good year so far.
Sierra want to a school for a 30min for 2 days a week for 6 weeks this summer she loved it at school ,and she will go to school this Thursday is her 1st day for 2 hours for a 3 year old schooling and she will be going for 2 days a week 8-10 and they will help her, so Tuesday and Thursday will be her mornings. So she is not a baby anymore. For me I"m good, I like my time when she is napping . She loves to :). She is all most 3 1/2, she is looking like me more and more.
I thought I would up date everyone on Sierra.

Steve and I are fine,we been together for 8 years.

The summer is on its way

Sierra on the swings at a park at my moms, she did not want to get out. She wanted to stay in it all day it was fun seeing her smile and be happy. She had a good time with daddy

Sierra 3 Now

Sierra is blowing bubbles all by herself.

My dad got Sierra to take a long nap for me last Friday, it was a nice Mothers day gift


Sierra doing what she dose best being so cute


Sierra full sleep on me, A few weeks ago. I take the pix because I cannot tell if she was sleeping or not and this is the what I saw after I took the pix

Easter 2009

Sierra going to play with the kids


Sierra and a boy she was playing ball with


The things Nana got her for Easter


Sierra sleeping on the way to the girls on Easter. Only a 15 min nap

Sierra and Ann on Easter before we had dinner.

The person who gives me hell

I'm happy that MS is out of my

life and I hope it stays that way. We

got in fights before but not like this,

she never stops texting me, never stops

leaving me notes on facebook. but now

she has stopped and I hope it stays that

way. And she was telling me that steve

put moves on her. He would not do

that. She is full of shit. She needs to

spend time looking for a job and spend

more time with her son and stop doing

this shit she is doing. I liked her better

8 years ago. She even made 2 guys be

friends with me so she could see what

I've been up to. that's not what a friend

does. I'm so much happier without

her. She needs to work on what type of

person she wants to be. No one likes

her because of it. We are so done with

her. She can kiss my ass and f...

herself. I'm happy i blocked her from

myspace and facebook. She cannot see my

profile on my space anymore, so she had her

boy friend friend me to check up on me, It

it happen today.


BYE xoxoxox